
So I'm having another one of those nights where I'm having trouble sleeping (although it's early, and I doubt I'll be up all night again). Dunno why. I've been on edge for a few days now I feel like something's being hidden from me, but I can't put my finger on it. Somehow, walking up to everybody I know and saying, "what are you hiding?" just doesn't seem like the wisest idea. :-) Anyway, it's not depression or anything. Just something weird, like at the back of my head. I probably noticed some inconsistency somewhere in something I was told (probably at work), and my forebrain hasn't figured it out yet.
I've started reading the latest John Barnes novel, The Merchant of Souls. It picks up right after Earth Made of Glass, which is depressing, since that book ended (spoiler warning!) with the dissolution of a relationship, and a truly heartbreaking moment for the lead character (his wife, who he trusted implicitly, had an affair, abetted by his boss/best friend, who felt that the affair could benefit the diplomatic unit they all worked for). And he's still at that stage now. But it's also a damned good book. There have already been at least six or seven lines that are eminently quotable.
I did manage to find the first sequel to Bridge of Birds (whose name I can't remember right now)on an ebay UK auction. It's costing me $8, including shipping, but that's $10-25 less than I'd pay at any US retailer, according to ABE.
Watched Buffy and Smallville tonight. Yelled at both shows, although I enjoyed Smallville (and even moments of Buffy. We've now seen two critical elements of the Buffy Formula the critical death, and the groundwork for the bad guy who will betray the main bad guy (as if anyone didn't see that coming). Speaking of seeing things coming, was the opening scene of Smallville the most predictable scene ever? Sheesh. But the show was fun, at least. And Iceman is the villain next week (Bobby Drake, that is)!
Anyway, I'm heading off to read for a bit, then head to bed. Maybe my subconscious will work something out while I'm dozing. There's a chance of some snow tomorrow morning, which might mean not having to show up for work until later in the day. Which would rock. :-)